. . .I'm getting shit done. XD

So my writing has been at kind of a standstill lately, yeah? I'm working on that, really I am. It's just that I'm also working a job that has me up most nights, and I'm kind of getting bored with some of my bigger stuff. Not Saving You Saves Me (thank God!), but my older epics that I still really want to finish. I haven't been able to look at Better Than Nothing for almost six months now. I've gone over the original ending two hundred thousand times since I came up with the story, and now that it's about time to write all the scenes that I really love, I'm bored. I'm tired. I don't want to write it, I feel like I have to finish even though no one is following it anymore, and at the same time, I really don't want my baby to end up with a shitty, slapped on conclusion that I forced myself to write. BTN is my first serious piece of fanfiction, and--really--it's one of my first stories ever. I don't want it to look like crap, but every time I look at my timeline, at my villain, at the original plan, I realize that I started writing it when I was thirteen, and stupid. It's all really very frustrating.

Other epics that I haven't worked on in years include: Queen of All Time, Theological Gods, With Eyes on Me, Death from the Heavens, Clockwork Paradise, Time Reborn, Pillars of Salt, Monuments of Stone, Temple of Dreams, and NEO. All but the last one need to get worked on. I'm about ready to scrap NEO, or at least turn it into a series of short, mostly unrelated scenes.

Recent epics that I've been procrastinating on include: The Dragon King, Moments, and Saving You Saves Me. Saving You is my top priority, closely followed by Moments. I'm still contemplating whether or not I want to use the ideas behind The Dragon King for an original story or not. It's a distinct possibility.

WHY IS THIS SO DIFFICULT?!?!? I just want to get my stories out of my head and written down. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR?!?




You can make me happy by checking out the stuff in my gallery, or by taking a peek at my chaptered stuff on ff.net (here's a link for you lazy people: [link] ). :endshamelessplug:

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